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Re: Don't bottle it up [message #323022 is a reply to message #323018]

Wed, 19 March 2008 16:29

renalpha
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Cee100 wrote on Wed, 19 March 2008 17:03

Renalpha,

My point is if events in your life mean you are thinking of taking your own talk to someone, I realise bad things happen as you go along and sometimes it doesn't mean what events are and what happened can be deemed less eventful to others.

I can see where you are coming from and I too would find myself deeply changed by such an event.

A point happened in my life that changed me from the kids I was at school with, it was the death of my nephew when he was just 13, a freak natural accident, he choked to death on his own vomit. I was just 16 myself and we had grown up together and were more a brother and sister relationship. It changed me, It didn't make me want to kill myself but its something that affected the whole family and nothing was the same after that.

His Mother changed and his sister went of the rails, this isn't that surprising I guess but I doubt the kind of councilling was available then like it is today.

When I had my son, I became scared the same thing would happen I would be very protective over him and still am, but would get the most vivid dreams of things bad happening to him, even daydreams that would be quite a shock. I still want him to outlive me and want to be a good Mum to him and hope i'm there for him if he needs me and doesn't feel that he has to hide stuff.

Smile

im very sorry about that for you.

but ye some events need to be discussed.
ive been talking to proffesionals a lot of times when i was young.
that didnt help me, now my mom wants me back talking to people cuz she doesnt like me wearing red flags.
she doesnt know nor believe me i dont commit crimes,
i dont steal
i dont set trip to people

the only thing i do is come up for my friends,
i would give my life for them and they would do the same thang to me.
we are one family, something i cannot get from my parents because they are not there for me.
i cant talk to them, so i talk to my friends and they understand me.
but some things i just cannot tell to my friends so i write lyrics and rap them and it makes me feel good.

Aircraftkiller wrote on Fri, 18 February 2011 23:50

I figured some people will still go LOLOLOL STARVING CATS LOOOOLZ UR A FAG or some dumb shit like that. Thanks for not disappointing! Smile

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		Don't bottle it up By: Cee100 on Tue, 18 March 2008 15:34
		Re: Don't bottle it up By: Kytten9 on Tue, 18 March 2008 16:04
		Re: Don't bottle it up By: Starbuzz on Sun, 23 March 2008 18:48
		Re: Don't bottle it up By: =HT=T-Bird on Tue, 18 March 2008 16:31
		Re: Don't bottle it up By: Blazer on Tue, 18 March 2008 16:59
		Re: Don't bottle it up By: _SSnipe_ on Tue, 18 March 2008 17:36
		Re: Don't bottle it up By: Cee100 on Tue, 18 March 2008 18:34
		Re: Don't bottle it up By: renalpha on Tue, 18 March 2008 23:34
		Re: Don't bottle it up By: Goztow on Wed, 19 March 2008 00:27
		Re: Don't bottle it up By: renalpha on Wed, 19 March 2008 01:54
		Re: Don't bottle it up By: nopol10 on Wed, 19 March 2008 02:59
		Re: Don't bottle it up By: Cee100 on Wed, 19 March 2008 16:03
		Re: Don't bottle it up By: renalpha on Wed, 19 March 2008 16:29
		Re: Don't bottle it up By: Cee100 on Sun, 23 March 2008 03:41
		Re: Don't bottle it up By: renalpha on Sun, 23 March 2008 18:35
		Re: Don't bottle it up By: Goztow on Tue, 25 March 2008 01:20
		Re: Don't bottle it up By: Dave Anderson on Tue, 25 March 2008 01:39
		Re: Don't bottle it up By: renalpha on Tue, 25 March 2008 12:38
		Re: Don't bottle it up By: light on Tue, 25 March 2008 13:01
		Re: Don't bottle it up By: Blazer on Tue, 25 March 2008 16:25
		Re: Don't bottle it up By: BlueThen on Wed, 26 March 2008 12:38
		Re: Don't bottle it up By: renalpha on Tue, 25 March 2008 17:00
		Re: Don't bottle it up By: KIRBY-098 on Wed, 26 March 2008 07:43
		Re: Don't bottle it up By: CarrierII on Wed, 26 March 2008 13:28
		Re: Don't bottle it up By: light on Wed, 26 March 2008 13:45
		Re: Don't bottle it up By: renalpha on Wed, 26 March 2008 15:45
		Re: Don't bottle it up By: KIRBY-098 on Wed, 26 March 2008 16:05
		Re: Don't bottle it up By: CarrierII on Thu, 27 March 2008 04:27
		Re: Don't bottle it up By: renalpha on Thu, 27 March 2008 09:00
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		Re: Don't bottle it up By: renalpha on Sat, 29 March 2008 10:51
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		Re: Don't bottle it up By: Cee100 on Mon, 31 March 2008 15:22
		Re: Don't bottle it up By: Jerad2142 on Tue, 01 April 2008 22:42
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