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Re: Puffaway [message #275728 is a reply to message #275512] Fri, 27 July 2007 08:36 Go to previous messageGo to previous message
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Dearest n00bstories staff team,

This letter is addressed to the related users of the case of me using RGH, the n00bstories staff team and to the close online friends.

I would like to take this opportunity and extend my apologies to the staff of n00bstories and to the server owner, Crimson. Most importantly, to the community for the use of *cheat name removed*on the server, n00bstories AOW/CMM 1. I would also like to apologize for the disappointment if any of you had for me.

I am not a malicious person. Some of the few long-term players like Amber, [BA]Achiles, babyfire4 (both the account owner and his girlfriend, though I hardly see them recently) and some others, know me better than the other regulars. I have to say it's sad to reveal that I have been using *cheat name removed*1.3.3 for the last week or two. I am utterly disappointed with myself as some of them speak up for me some time ago when someone suspected me of using a third-party program to ease my gaming experience in advantage off the rest of the players. That period of time, I can assure you that I did not use RGH. I know right now at this period of time the trust between everyone and me is almost zero. To make you guys believe me that I did not use *cheat name removed*in my entire life in Renegade is almost unbelievable or the most-unlikely situation. All I can do is to tell you guys the truth, that is I did not until the last fortnight.

I have played Renegade about half a year after they came out. And I admit that I was a game exploiter. (I used to hack MapleStory, and I did go relatively further than short in that line. For what reason; to explain, would be tough for you to believe. Simply put it that I'm always interested in the internals of how things work. Some may view a computer just a computer. But I tend to think if we use programming languages to build programs. Like C++ or VisualBasic, then what are the programs that build the builder? Questions like what's the very first computer still lies unknown to me. I don't mean to stray away from the topic but these are some illustrations to help you understand my situation. Also, Crimson and some other moderators would have noticed me being actively interested in how Sir Kane throws that much timed-c4 on his buggy/humvee in such a short period of time. Which I feel that I have done too much research online to expose myself using RGH) I have searched for a third-party program to help me perform better than the average. But to no avail then.

Until recently when I saw a screenshot somewhere that has the name "RGH 1.3.3". I couldn't believe how easy it was to access the download and attain it. So I spent some time playing around and then it became a bad habit. I'm all to blame to even start with it.

I have found n00bstories a place for me some time around last year in 2006. A place where I feel comfortable no matter the circumstances. That is why I've always stayed with n00bstories and be active as when I have the extra time apart from my work. (I work as a public relations officer for a hotel doing my internship.) There is no way I could express how I feel in this server since the day I join till now. So much fun times, so much laughters, so much awesome rushes, so much experience together. And apparently I screwed it up myself.

I'd also like the readers to understand these following reasons as to why I started using *cheat name removed*in the past two weeks or so.

First, I started to feel that I have not improved to the extend of the elite players who can snipe like a heat-seeking bullet. And to the extend that makes me feel like they are using third-party programs. I feel so taken advantage but do not misunderstand, I trust that good players are always good players. And that if they were cheating, the staff here at n00bstories would have done a awesome job than ever to apprehend the suspect.

My bad on playing mind-games with myself.

Second, I rarely come online to play as most have noticed, that even being an ATM would be impossible at the period of time. (I do get ATMs and I am thankful for the trust placed in my hands. I do not intend in any time playing in this server to play out your trust. Not in the past year, not in the past months, never have I. I could hardly fork out time for myself to play on the server as I have been busy with events after events, upcoming examinations about a month ago, assignments and lots of new projects.

My bad on putting real-life stress into this server in particular and relieving it by cheating.

Third, in relevance to a certain extend to 'not playing your trust' in the above reason. I honestly had the intention of advancing my knowledge of cheaters. One of the way, also one of the worst, is by using the hack and experiencing the aspects of it. Recently I have caught a guy using *cheat name removed*and he was banned by one of the moderators in which I do not have the mind to recall. I could say that he was using it largely to his advantage. Nevertheless, large or small, it is still cheating. Like I am.

My bad on using the wrong way to learn the aspects of cheats (as all I do with the ATM powers when I have them is qkicking the GTA-ers and afk-ers. I wanted to do more for the server. My bad for trying too hard to prove to Crimson or andr3w282 that I am worth your trust. Apparently, once again; I've screwed it up myself.

I would just like to say that I have enjoyed my time in n00bstories and it will end right here if the ban is a permanent one. Please do not misunderstand. I do not mean to say that if you don't lift the ban or lower the punishment to a timed-ban you will loose a guy like me. I mean to say that if it's a timed-ban, then I will most probably come back to play after the ban, this time strictly without *cheat name removed*with guarantee from my heart. I don't want to make this letter sound like I'm begging for my ban to be lifted so if it sound like that, please note.

I felt so much for the server, honestly, that if the team lives near Singapore, I would make a trip down to them and party like how the recent party was held.

You have done a great job in maintaining the server. It is in my deepest regrets to have this occur. But for one to prove his intentions are hard. Self-serving attributes of a human will make one think of myself as someone who is trying hard to redeem myself from my mistake. But I am not. My intention of this letter is to apologize, and to keep the regulars and staffs updated on what's in my mind. That is all. Whether or not this event of me using *cheat name removed*or this letter changes your perception of what kind of person I am, I can not control. But at least I make an effort to inform of my intentions and reasons, not explanations to redeem myself away from the label,"cheater"

To end off, you can take this as a letter directed specifically to the regulars or n00bstories staff which ever to your preference. Have a great day!

Sincerely,
Jay
(puffaway)

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